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Click [[here]] to enter the world.
You were born. You can either [[start crying]] or [[stop breathing]].
There is no right or wrong answer, but every answer will affect your life in someway. You have chosen the most basic path to life.
You have entered it with complacency, click to continue towards your [[boring life]]. You have chose a state of defiance upon entering this world.
They tell you to breath but you continue to hold your breath.
You didn't ask for this.
Eventually air is forced into your lungs.
[[Breath]]It's dark, but it's warm.
There's a glow.
Do you see it?
Where is it coming from...
Follow [[it]].Open your eyes.
You are not alone.
There is a glow coming from the room.
Do you see it?
Follow [[it]].The room blinds you.
It's so bright. You can't make out what's in there.
You are grabbed by someone who feels familiar to you.
But, is it a [[man]] or is it a [[woman]]?The man is someone you know and trust.
He takes you into his room and you lay on his bed.
The feeling of fear wraps around your body, and your breath quickens.
This is called early childhood trauma and you just experienced it.
He is done and you go back to your [[room]].
You go with a the woman.
She is beautiful and in a garden surrounded by roses.
For some reason she can't see you, but she is glowing.
Her hair is dark brown and is shining in the sunlight. The flowers around her are red and she hold them delicatly in her hands.
You reach out to touch her.
You [[wake up]].
You are awoken by a warm light that comes from a window.
You look out to see the dirt of the desert, you are home.
You get ready and go to [[school]].This is your first day at a new school.
You are 6 years old girl, your parents are divorced, and you live with your grandma who smokes ciggarettes like she's eating when she is hungry.
Sorry kid. The whole world seems to be against you.
The bell rings and it is time to go inside.
You are standing behind a girl who is in your class.
You feel attraction but don't understand what that is yet.
Do you [[accept]] that this feeling is ok or do you feel [[shame]] due to years of catholic guilt?
Remember there is no right or wrong answer. Every life decison comes with its own challenges and complications. You wake up in your bed and experience lonliness for the first time.
But, you are too young to describe the feeling in that way.
Instead you feel small and are quiet even when you aren't talking.
You now have to go to [[school]].
YOU ARE GAY.
Yay! That means that you have truly accepted who you are!
Congratualtions. You ignore your feelings for 20 years after that, spending time in relationships with men that were unhealthy and dependent.